One of those times was right out of high school in the US Army. I was exposed to the most physically and mentally challenging things I had ever experienced at that point in my life. Much of it was not positive. However I learned a lot about myself on that journey. I would have never known, for example, that I have the capacity to carry that load or endure those conditions without that opportunity. I left that chapter of my life no longer wondering if I could make it, but how I would make it.
Of course, becoming a parent changes you. Things are hard, nights are long, sleep is scarce. It will test even the most patient of people. But this did not push me the way I mean.
Fast forward a few years and I find myself sitting at a table with some of the most inspiring people I have ever known, at a company that changes people's lives. No Joke. I have no idea how I got to sit here in this chair. They are so passionate and smart and generous. They have amazing ideas!!!! Here I am reminded of the lesson I learned so many years ago. The difference is that I love this environment with all my heart. I still have fears, but now I have opportunities. I still go out on ledges, but I have a team that trusts me and that feeling is empowering like no other. Figuring out how I will make it is still on my mind...but can I make it?
Yep.